I am going to be a more positive person this year. Tomorrow we start Harris Healthy Eating and Allover Wellness 2010. I am involving the kids in meal planning and they are excited. We are really going to work together as a family. I have a pair of black pants in my closet that are my first goal pants. I can't wait to post a picture of me wearing them on here!! That is my motivation for this first part. I also have a shirt that I bought two years ago to wear to the summer party that has never fit. That is going to be a goal too, but I think more like the 3rd or 4th. I am going to be journaling a lot more to try and work through the depression I am struggling with. It has been a very rough few weeks, topped off with the disclosure that my grandpa has Parkinson's disease. Apparantly this has been known for sometime, just not by me!
I finally had talked to my mom about the way my grandfather has been acting - there was an incident on Christmas Eve and also the following Sunday. My mom hadn't noticed it, but listened and said she would keep an ear open. We had a good conversation, and she actually listened.
I really want to change this year. Physically, Emotionally, Spiritually. I want to be a better wife, mother, friend, daughter. I want to like myself again.
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good for you! I'm here if you need any help, and so is Trainer Tanis!
Ditto!
you are awesome but if you want to be better than go for it!! I have started trying to be good again too. At this point my summer party isn't looking good but I will make it!!!
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